Blogging has never been my strong suit. I'd much rather hand write everything, but somethings I write, Id like to share. So I am going to give this blogging thing a shot.
A lot of things have happened since the last time I attempted to blog. I turned 20 ( 7 months ago), graduated from the institute,I started at a new college, and am currently praying about joining a new church.
I have done a lot of growing up these past 6 or 7 months. But I feel in my spirit that something is not right. It could be a mixture of things. Nerves, excitement, anxiousness, all over the move to my new school. Truett McConnell College is located in Cleveland, Ga. It a small baptist college. Something that I never would have chosen. I had always seen myself at a large college with thousands and thousands of students, but God had other plans. While I am here, I am studying Christian studies and focusing student ministry with a double minor in missions and Psychology. It seems like more then I can handle, But I am going to take a shot at it.
God has already blessed me so much while being at TMC. My roommate, Lucy Beth, is so fantastic and challenges me daily to grow in my walk with the Lord. God has also blessed me with already with friends that bring such joy to my life.
A lot has been on my heart lately. Mainly, the plan that God has for my life. I feel a call to work with teenagers, mainly girls that have been involved with sex trafficking. I would pray that this is overseas because I have such a heart for missions, but I am accepting that God may keep me in the states. I am in the stage right now where I am not sure what to do. I have this feeling of my call, but what about right now. What difference am I making right now. Sure, I am waiting on the Lord, but waiting is a verb in this case and I am not doing anything. I feel useless as a Christian right now and I do not know what to do now.
That is all for now.
love always.
AN
